Last Adventures

 So I get back to Santa Cruz and find a few guys I know and we buy a bottle of whiskey and go drink it. I wake up in some shrubs hours later and get into my car to find a place to sleep. It's a calamity after that as life is too much of the time. A cop runs me out of a quiet parking lot. Some hoodlums harass me for trying to live while parked near the ocean. I give up, go to McDonalds, get breakfast and coffee, go to my job and start my day. While I was gone, my friend Don had gotten a job at this health spa type place. Hot tub and professional massages. Sauna. He got me a job there as well, just part time doing odd things like answer the phone and some maintenance type things. Plus I could sleep in one of the massage rooms at night. Life was good.

During this last period in my footloose period, I encounter the Rajneeshis. They are everywhere all of a sudden. One comes by our spa and flirts with me. I take her up on it and it's good for oh about one night. I kind of liked her but she had a bad attitude. Like their guru was really great. Sadly, he was not. Another time one of the massage ladies asks me if I want to go to her initiation. She's some kind of Wicca or witch or something but I go and it was a good time. I didn't realize she was flirting with me until way too late. But it was fun knowing her.

Then a lady we met at some new age fair invited me to go with her to visit the Lama Foundation in Taos, New Mexico. I always wanted to see that place and I go with her, but it's not really romantic for me but it is for her. Sadly. But I meet my next relationship at Lama. She tells me to go back to California and think about it and if I still want to do it with her after a week then come back. Well I did, and I came back. 

So it's all lovely and we spend a week in Taos in town, saying goodbye to her friends. Then we take her car and drive to Santa Cruz. It's all lovely except we have little money and no place to live. Remember, I was sleeping in a massage room. But the Gods were generous, and someone I almost knew asked if we wanted to house sit her place for a couple of weeks. Great. And then after that, someone I knew gave up his apartment so we could have a place (she was pregnant by then). 

It's a small place. Living area, kitchen and bathroom but it works. I'm working crap jobs, but making enough to get by. She has our daughter and THAT is an astral experience for sure.

How it felt was the soul didn't come into the body until it was time to be born. Then I felt this overwhelming glorious current of energy, this soul come into the body as it was born. 

So I guess we are past Last Adventures and into the next phase which I'll call Re Entry Into the World