Re Entry into the World

 There are many serene moments with the 3 of us. She's a bald little thing but at around a year her hair starts to come in strong. She has a will, no doubt. And she's a beauty, that too. And I have some astral experiences with her in her first year or so. Especially in the morning. When she wakes up, she wakes me up silently. I can feel her being awake and she is SO HAPPY to be awake. Must be nice to be a kid 😀

It's not all great but it's mostly great. We make enough money to get by but barely. When Margie is 1, I get a good steady job at Intel in Santa Cruz. I'm a contract worker, but it's a one year contract and I figure if I work really hard, they'll hire me full time. But that's not how corporations work. They don't necessarily care about people. They hire contract workers to save money. If they keep them then they don't save that money. I worked so hard that year. Really hard. But after a year they let me go. I was so mad but oh well.

After a couple of weeks I found another job and did that for a month or two, then found a better job and worked at that one for 4 years. During that time I went to school alot and became qualified to do computer aided drafting, a decent job. I borrowed money from my mother for a computer which I paid back in full. Then in 1988, when my kid was 7 and I was 42, I got a good job at this company in the bay area. 

I don't know for sure what happened to the relationship. I do know it went south after a couple of years. It was probably my fault. I was very immature and had all sorts of issues and problems. At any rate, we split up in 1991 and the two of them went to live with her mother in Florida. We had lived together 11 years and my daughter was now 10. I was now 45.

I spend a couple of weird years dating. Then my company tells me they are moving to Philadelphia. I ask why I wasn't asked to come? And was told they didn't think I'd want to. I told them I did and it was decided. 

So oh my God I am a crap writer. My intention was to keep this blog about astral experience and telepathy but it's the story of my life as much. So I'm going to change tactics here and stop with the chronology stuff. I'm goin to leave my 4th wife out of this and talk about telepathy and astral stuff.

And hope the chronology stuff was interesting. If anyone ever gets around to commenting, maybe they can say yeah it's intesting or nah, not really interesting. OK?